In NYC Now, May Have My Own Room Soon, Hanging In There By a Thread

Hi,

So I’ve been super busy trying to make ends meet as I start my own life. Porn-free for a week. Edged a bit with the M but I refuse to consider anything a relapse where there were no pixelated images of nudity involved. You can tell me that’s an excuse if you want, but I will be figuring this out for myself.

The friends I’m staying with want me to move out as soon as I can (within at least a week), they’ve been extremely discreet and generous this entire time, though....and I am loving New York, every minute of it. Job hunt’s been taking a while, and everyone knows it’s really tough to be the first to get a room here (planning to get one at a YMCA on the Jersey side, so that is a little less expensive).

But one important thing is, I expected to be prepared an ready for an intense, fast-paced, challenging lifestyle, and I’m not succeeding in all aspects, but didn’t expect to, and this can be so goddamn discouraging....but I know I have to deal with this, as the time is ripe for me to become a good actor. Planning to learn how to make a voiceover demo and become a voiceover artist, step by step.

That’s more or less an update for now. Talk to y’all later.

 

Bad news and good news update:
Bad-I relapsed. Big time. Back to Day 1.

Good-I actually got an email from somebody who works on the HBO tv show “The Deuce” because I submitted my info so if I’m actually in contact with them, they may cast me as an extra or someone in a crowd scene. No joke. This may not work out but if it does that would be AMAZE-BALLZ.

 

Just keep yo fingaz crossed