Day 4 I've been extremely negative, I have no idea why!! I'm still really torn over my relaspe even though it's been a few days. I edged today, I have no idea if it counts as a relaspe. ack! this is most I felt down in my journey, I've been distracting myself a ton, but today it just didn't work. school is starting soon too, that sucks. anyways it's almost 2019! I don't really know how I feel about that, this year has been really quick. yikes! this entry is so short, anyways I hope everyone is well !!