I'm here by God's grace.

Hello there my fellow fapstronauts, i'm now becoming one of you. I believe that we all share in this struggle and it is good to know that i'm not alone in this. Lately I've been falling quite a lot into masturbation and pornography. For the most part, masturbation happens during the night while i'm half awake and half asleep. But lately I've been giving into pmo while fully awake. Yes it makes me feel crappy in the end. I come from a religious background and yes it does make me feel guilty. I believe that yes sex is beautiful within the context of marriage between a man and a woman and that chastity is beautiful and fulfilling. Of course as beautiful as chastity is, it is not easy. That is why i'm here. I need the support and I need to log in via journal on here so as to help me and others make progress. Tonight September 18th 2015 is my new beginning. Thank you for your support.