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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by ds112358, May 22, 2017.

  1. May 22, 2017 #1
    ds112358

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    Hi everyone,
    I have been a member of this forum for well over three years now. But I have been inactive mostly for the last year or so. This is because at some point I just gave up, and while I was trying half heartedly to abstain from PMO, the fact is I didn't want it enough. I didn't want to give up instant gratification and pursue meaningful emotional balance. While things are still good materially to I look OK to people in my life, I've felt broken inside for a while now. There are both physical and mental aspects of my life that are just so much behind from where I want to be.
    This community was a way of improving my life before and I know it will be again. So I am just making an honest admission to both myself and to this community that I am back trying to improve myself and a part of that is to remove PMO addiction from my life.
    I'm going to copy this and start a fresh journal and I'll make sure I get involved in this community again as I take on this wonderful challenge to become the best I can be.

    DS
     
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  2. May 22, 2017 #2
    LivinginRecovery

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    Warm greetings and welcome to the site.

    This is an honest admission and something to hold onto as you progress within your healing journey. It won't be easy but the man who will reveal himself to you down the line will not feel or be broken inside but will be fully integrated and whole within himself.

    Just keep coming back, read about other people's experiences and post your own. Get an Accountability Partner and work towards a complete reboot. I genuinely believe that in reaching out to others while admitting my own addiction has been paramount in my journey into recovery.

    I wish you all the best. Thank you for your honesty. Stay strong! You are about to become the person you were put on this Earth to be.
     
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  3. May 22, 2017 #3
    Happy Man

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    Never give up, no matter how long it takes

    Your an inspiration for coming back. We done!!!
     
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  4. May 22, 2017 #4
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    Welcome back your story sounds similar to mine. I was on here a year or so ago but only for a week and then I got sucked back into the cycle of PMO and did not return. But now I’m on one hell of a streak this is the longest I have ever gone without PMO and I have been fapping since I was in my teens! No plans on ever going down that dark path again, I already feel a transformation my energy has increased and I’m motivated like never before. Started working out again going to get into a routine.

    That’s the mistake I made last time instead of reaching out to the community for support I disappeared like a coward. Never again.
     
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  5. May 22, 2017 #5
    BlackTemplar

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    Welcome back brother! We are together in this. Your new life starts today.
     
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