Idiopathic Hypersomnia and 17 days of no PMO

I have a sleep disorder (above) that is similar to narcolepsy. It is treated with stimulants that help with symptoms including excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS). The best analogy is driving a car with the parking brake on.

Romantic relationships are extremely difficult, dare I say impossible up to this point. It is becoming clear to me how PMO plays a role in my difficulties. With little to no effort on my part I can experience wild sexual adventures from the convenience of my bed as I struggle with energy and motivation throughout my day. My need to connect and experience love isn't fulfilled furthering feelings of hopelessness.

At day 17 of no PMO, I can feel changes in my body and my thinking. My desire to connect and have sex with a woman is very intense and yet EDS is still pervasive and getting into action around meeting women eludes me.

I have some money coming in and I have been dealing with obsessive thoughts and desires to find a sex worker. I would rather not have all the baggage that comes with that decision. For me it's shame, worry, and compartmentalization.

Anyone have experience and hope with obsessive thoughts about prostitution?