I Will Rise

Discussion in 'Under 20' started by Lollipop101, Sep 6, 2018.

  1. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Hey! I've decided to start a log on here because I think it will help me reach my goals and get me to where I wanna be! Any comments as long as they are not mean or negative are welcome on here!

    I'm a teen girl living in America and I've been struggling with this for a long time so it is time to rise up and beat this thing!

    I hope you have a great day!
     
  2. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Had some urges yesterday but I fought through them. I find that focusing on other things and exercising helps.

    What are some of the things you guys do to help keep them at bay?
     
  3. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Yesterday was a tougher day... and I am ashamed to admit that I gave in only after like a day. I want to get better, I don't want this to control me. Time to reset the clock now
     
  4. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Later update today because the school week has started unfortunately, yesterday was a good day and today also has been a good day. Think tonight will be okay as well. My life is pretty boring so don't really know what to say on here lol but I hope you guys are doing okay and had a good day today!

    Don't really know if people read these things either or care but will still keep posting anyways lol
     
  5. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Feeling pretty confident and think I can reach a higher streak than last time maybe even make my highest streak yet. For now, I'm just gonna take it one step at a time because each day whether I succeed or fail will help me eventually reach my goals.
     
  6. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Was very busy yesterday (ugh school lol) so sorry for no update, on Tuesday night I made up a pretty interesting fantasy and it almost made me break my streak but I held firm. Yesterday was a good day with no urges and today was pretty good but now I am starting to get some urges but I am gonna fight through them
     
  7. Hold on, keep that streak alive!
     
  8. Starke

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    Abstain from sexual fantasies, they can lead to a relapse.
     
  9. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Happy Friday!!!
    Been tired all day today lol but I feel like tonight will be a good night, have had a few mild urges but I've fought through them.
    Weekends are normally hard for me because I have lots of free time but I feel like I will be able to stay on track this week (hopefully)
    Thanks to all the people who've liked and commented on my journal! I hope you all have a good rest of your day and a great weekend!
    (Let's make things more colorful lol)
     
  10. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    That is very true but sometimes you see something or hear about something and it just sets you off on that pathway. If that does happen then I say that you try to fight the urges to relapse as best as you can and maybe go do something to distract yourself or go hang out with your friends/family.
     
  11. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Sorry for no update yesterday, guess my Saturday just carried me away lol. It was a good day yesterday, I had some minor urges at night but I fought through them. Friday was a bit harder and I almost relapsed but I stopped myself.
    Back to school tomorrow unfortunately but then I'm off the whole next week! I may not be able to update next week because I will be traveling but we will see.
    I hope you guys have a good day/week!
     
  12. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Had a bad relapse today, felt angry and frustrated and decided to do it. It was the worst relapse I've had in a very long time since I used porn for it which I never do. I wish I could just quit this habit for good but now I will just keep on trying and take it one day at a time...
     
  13. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Feeling much better than yesterday and am confident that I will not relapse tonight, hopefully that will become true. Had no urges today and maybe that is because I satisfied those urges yesterday? I am not sure but I feel much more whole and clean than yesterday. I hope this will last...
     
  14. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Yesterday was a good day, had some small urges but didn't relapse. Felt a little weird today and felt angry too but I held on and was able to not relapse
     
  15. Newgirl

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    Try to pay close attention to whatever it is that triggers you. Focus on your goals and picture yourself the way you want to be, who you want to become. Let's start using our imagination for our own good not for time wasting fantasies as I have done so many times. You can become a new and better version of yourself.
     
  16. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Happy Friday! Yesterday was a ok day, felt a little sick in the morning but it went away after a little bit. I find that I tend to get urges more towards the evenings now but I still managed to hold back and not relapse. I'm gonna try and make mini goals for myself and see if that helps so I'm gonna try to make it to the two week mark for my first goal. Wish me luck!
    I hope you guys have a great day!
     
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  17. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    Yeah that is a good idea. We should use our brains for better purposes than fantasies anyways. There are certain things that do trigger me but most times I just get them for no reason at all.
     
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  18. Lollipop101

    Lollipop101 Fapstronaut

    I have been on vacation this week so that is why I have not been able to update daily - I will resume my daily updates starting Monday. I have not relapsed at all since my last post - had some strong urges today but I fought through them. Feeling better than I have in a long while - I hope this lasts and I hope you guys have a great day! Be strong! I know whatever goals you have, you can reach them and remember even if you do slip up - even one day without relapse is one step closer to your goals being met!
     
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