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I wanted to pay for sex again

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Neitherdruid, May 5, 2019.

  1. Neitherdruid

    Neitherdruid Fapstronaut

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    I relapsed after 33 days. I have been binging porn and Fapping. It's been very hetic and I almost started sleeping with escorts again. I first relapsed after 62 days this year. I keep on relapsing after more than a month. I have messaged countless prostitutes wanting to have sex with them. But I just couldn't bring myself to. I have sleep with 2 prostitutes one was a transgender female and one a female. I will be honest I did not enjoy having sex with a transgender female. It's not a pleasuring as it looks on videos. The female one I still didn't really feel pleasure either. I know now that I have a problem and I am going to get help. I am going to focus on beating bad sexual behaviour. If you are reading this and you have a sexual problematic behaviour, stay strong and remember that you won't wake up cured but if you take it one day at a time you will see how your life changes for the good without you rushing it. I just wanted to express my thoughts. Feel free to give your advice and opinions
     
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  2. Joe1023

    Joe1023 Fapstronaut

    I know this was written back in May, but I saw it and wanted to ask how things are going. I think you gave some really good advice about taking things one day at a time, but are you using any other tools to help with this addiction? The best tool I've found BY FAR is the SA 12 step group.
     

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