I want to hire a Ladyboy Prostitute

You asked. Here’s my opinion. Your question is akin to someone asking “ I’m trying to overcome a drinking problem, should I kill a bottle of Jack Daniels?” It’s counterintuitive and counterproductive to try to decrease a behavior by increasing it. The old “ just to get it out of my system” trick is the biggest lie in the book we can delude ourselves with when struggling with any dependency issue.

 

You don't want to hire ladyboy, because you are worried about porn-induced confusion. You will be health if only you stop that shit, right?

 

If your anything like me your mind is pretty good at talking you into doing what it wants to do. Even in the face of prior experience, knowledge and promises.

Have a look at this post, it's people acknowledging the crazy crap their minds say. When you look at it in the cold light of day it can be funny

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/dumb-things-my-“porn-brain”-says-or-pathetic-things-the-addict-says.150682/page-13#post-1788942

 

what do you actually want for a sex life? hookers? real partners that like you? isolaion? what's your personal goal?

 

I suggest start meditating every day no matter who you sleep with - this will enable you to become more skillful and wise to avoid that which harms you and do that which brings you lasting joy - be well

 

Agreed with all above however, will add this speaking from a 35 year sex/porn addiction...

There are two things those lady boys offer you... taboo sexual experiences and self deprocation. Neither of these things are good! You know that or you wouldn’t be 20 days clean.

If you feed the taboo sex god, he will just keep pulling you down rabbit holes, they are endless... until you become somthing you will truly loath and hate. But see, that’s the self hate, deprocation, shame and all that being fed too!

Walk away from these thoughts! Follow a plan... start crocheting... needle point, build a dog coup, chicken coup... train for a marathon... literally anything to make yourself productive and focused on becoming who you truly deserve to be!!! You can do this, best of luck brother!

 

I feel for you. But I'd like to add that in MOST places seeing a prostitute is ILLEGAL. And you could go to jail for doing so.

I can't stress enough that prostitution is not a victimless crime.

And I am not a social justice warrior or anything--I've seen "she male hookers" myself years ago. But please understand that these are real people you are talking about......not disembodied fleshlights to masturbate with.