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I think I'm addicted to a Camgirl...

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Feb 20, 2019.

  1. I'm new here and in a really bad place. I don't know if this is even the right forum for this. A little information about me, I'm married, 34, Male but don't have an intimate relationship with my wife.

    About a week ago, I decided to sign up for a Camgirl site. I thought it would be fun to "mix it up". The first girl I found was new to the site, very attractive, very sweet.

    In a few days, I've already spent 200 dollars on her. I think about her constantly. We talked a lot and I got to know a little about her. The weird thing is, as attractive as she is, I can't even ejaculate in our private sessions. I feel badly about it. I wind up just watching porn afterwards but keep paying her to keep her interested in me, I guess?

    Its causing me a ton of anxiety. I don't know what to do. I want to just give it up before it gets worse but I really enjoy my time with her, even though it isn't exactly sexual for me. I think I'm remedying lonliness more than anything.

    Help.
     
  2. i wont preach morals to you but its not a good thing to cheat on your wife, you made a vow before God and your wife so you should really think about that, it sounds to me like you need to rekindle your relationship with your wife, i am not sure how you two get along but you are married so you need to try to work things out, divorce is always an option if you think you two cant do it, i recommend quitting porn and the camgirl, thats a good way to go bankrupt and its a complete waste of money, that girl has no connection to you, she is using you along with many other men, you are a paycheck to her, ask yourself this, who are you and what do you want?, what do you stand for?.
     
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  3. CH3RRY

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    She isn't interested in you or doesn't care about you. Don't waste your money like this man. No random person on the internet is worthy of your money.
     
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  4. I appreciate your input. I didn't really consider it cheating since I was paying for a service but I see your point. I just equated it to a live version of porn. The discussions outside of sexual acts with the Camgirl are nothing more than I'd have with co-workers.
     
  5. She makes it so believable, though. My brain knows it just a job to her but there's a little voice saying "but maybe she kind of likes you as a person too"
     
  6. qwaiz

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    don't pay that much on cam girls. I can bring you cracked accounts with $250 balance for 35$.
    The website is streamate. Is your girl from there?
     
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  7. qwaiz

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    Maybe she care about him but yeah it's rare that something good will happen from that habit.
     
  8. CH3RRY

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    You mean she cares about the virtual words that you type in some chat?
     
  9. qwaiz

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    I believe that they do cam to cam and talk a lot of shit together and even cum together. I can see how connection can be made thro these sites. And if he s special she can think about him as much as he thinks Bout her.
     
  10. CH3RRY

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    Yes if this is the case, then I can see how he thinks there is a connection. But in reality, it still isn't a genuine connection. It's based on money, that's how it started and how it will keep going. Imagine if this girl started manipulating him into thinking he's in an online relationship with her where they text each other over social media. Every now and then she would ask for money and he would blindly agree. Now of course there is a chance she actually does like him, but it is very unrealistic to think that way. Why would she really care about some random guy online? She probably has some great options in real life, maybe she is already in a relationship.
     
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  11. Yeah, the thing is... I know there's about a zero percent chance I cross her mind outside of our business transactions. She literally knows nothing about me. She doesn't know where I'm from, what I look like, my age... Still the dopamine hit of making her smile or happy with donating is difficult to get away from.

    I want to get out of this before it gets worse. That's why I came here for help.
     
  12. is paying a girl to do sexual acts not cheating?.
     
  13. CH3RRY

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    You would smile happily too when someone gave you money just like that. But yeah I think this problem goes beyond just addiction. Like you stated yourself, you're remedying loneliness and your relationship with your partner. Fixing that is the foundation.
     

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