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I think I just relapsed and I don't know what to do now

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Druvomir, May 15, 2019.

  1. Druvomir

    Druvomir Fapstronaut

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    Hi everyone.

    I wish I found this web long before and its "Panic button". I've been triying to release myself from the chains of masturbation and porn since January, but I usually reach up to the 3rd day and then I fail. BUT, this last week, I made until the 6th day without watch any pornographic content or touch myself without any problems since I've been busy with taxes payments and homework.
    But in the last two hours, when I was renaming some archives and searching for some books on google, my brain said "Do you remember that pornstar? If you finish this quickly we can search some pics of her..." I knew it was a trap, but yet I finished and searched her. First, with clothes, then nude, and when I realised what was going on, I was just about to grab the little friend down there and I searched pics of 7 pornstars.

    Now I feel like a complete gargabe. I don't know if I should put it an end and start all over again tomorrow, angry and frustrated for the days I lost, or keep moving foward until the 30th day and know deep inside of me, that it is a bitter victory since I fail one damn day.
     
  2. Hros

    Hros Fapstronaut

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    Well, sure, it's a reset, but hey, at least you didn't M, which saying something about your level of self-control. So pick yourself up and get back in there!
     

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