So I just admitted everything to her. I knew this was needed for me to be free from all this and I'm very ready to spend my whole life regaining her trust again. I want to take her here so she'll have a community but she's too closed off right now. I'm not okay. But I guess this is just the beginning. I'm a toxic person and I just hate myself sometimes. I'm disgusted with myself and I don't want to be anymore. I just want to make it all better. I love my babygirl so much and I hate myself for putting her through all this. :------( Idk what to feel. What to expect etc.