I messed up...

I did something terrible...


Today for some strange reason I wanted to measure my dick size, Instead of being sensible and ignoring the urge I decided to pull up some pornography and start touching myself, I lost control and started adding lubricant... Then it was too late, I begun to feel an orgasm coming, I tried to hold it back but it was no use.

I have failed my attempt at a nofap 2018, it was my first time trying something like it...

I will do my best to train my self control so that I can successfully complete nofap 2019 when the time comes, but as of now I am sorry, I have failed all of you...

 

Experience is the only teacher and everything is a learning curve, MotuPatlu. You will know better next time to avoid the 'chain reaction' disaster, the 'one thing leads to another' fiasco. Many, many times I failed in that respect. I'm a little wiser now. You have lost a battle but someday you will win the war.

 

Thanks man