I constantly try to give advice on this forums and they're almost every time advice I give myself. Tonight I decided to take action. Go to a bar and not drink alcohol, and being able to have a good time and talk to women without drinking. After an hour, I talked to a girl that was very cute. I kinda know what I did wrong but I was so happy to be able to talk to a girl being sober so I didn't care anymore about the outcome. But next one of my high school crushes entered the bar and she was there with a friend of mine. So this friend introduced me to her and we talked a little bit, but then she got into dancing and I was too scared to continue the conversation. I know what I have to do to continue getting good with women, but sometimes I just lose my faith. And this time it wasn't the universe that I blamed, I blamed myself and I feel just so bad that I know there could have been an opportunity and I didn't do anything about it.