Hey nofappers, I'm new here and the title says it all. I'm a 29 year old male and have been addicted to pmo for a while since my mid teenage years. Well last night I tried to have sex for the first time with this 42 year old hot woman ( with a perfect body) and I just could not get an erection for the life of me. We kissed, felt up on each other and everything but no intercourse. She was nice about it and said "don't beat yourself up it happens". But that didn't make me feel any better. I drove home that night in complete shame. I could barely sleep that night as it was all I could think about. Today at work ( I work retail) My mind was all over the place hard to stay focused on any task, I didn't even eat today because my appetite is gone. All I want to do is forget about that night. I'm currently on day 10 of nofap. I've had long streaks my longest of 104 days which I know for certain I will pass because that incident was a huge wake up call and has left me somewhat traumatized. I will never watch porn or masturbate ever again! I'm going hard mode for at least the next 100 days so I hope that this helps my pied. Right now my confidence and self esteem is at an all time low, lowest its ever been in my life. I'm almost in tears as I write this message. Will I ever get passed this depression? I hope its temporary. I'm in need of support. Thanks Nofap family.