I feel terrible

Deleted Account · Aug 8, 2018

Thing have been going well in many parts of my life. One thing I lacked was self confidence. I met someone who I have connected with, a beautiful and amazing woman. It has been almost a month that i know her.

Unfortunately at the end of this month she is leaving to return to her home state.

We havent had sex, and agreed because we dont know what the will hold for us, but we will be keeping in touch. Shes amazing. Very similar personalities, common interests, love each others company everything...she loves my family and vice versa. She got my mom flowers for her birthday.

And she took a job opportunity back home. And my heart aches. I miss her already and shes not even gone. At work, I have to hole back the tears quite often.

Im so angry at myself that i ever turned to ir touched porn or masturbated. Fuck this shit. I am 2 days of NoFap (dont count the clock in my signature). She has even told me i shouldnt be down on myself. She thinks im handsome, hot, intelligent- a great guy but i dont see it. She wants me to be the most self confident guy. Im crazy for her.

This doesnt make sense, but i had to post this. Has anyone else been there?

gamerball77 · Aug 11, 2018

Hi friend, How far away is her home state? Will you be able to visit often to see her?

Try to use what she says about you as a boost for your confidence, she sees you in a different way to how you see yourself. I heard once that people are not attracted/love us for what we have, but for what they have inside of them to cause that attraction in the first place. You have a woman that by the sounds of it is really into you.

You can use the time apart from her to find ways to improve yourself, make a better version of yourself and I think confidence will come.

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