I feel so lonely and sad

I'm not sure where to turn to. My relationship with my GF isn't going too well. I haven't seen her for 2 weeks and I got no whatapp messages. She is on was on Holiday and should have been back yesterday. She wanted to break up with me a week ago but I convinced her not to. I think I should have got the message lol

I think the nofap journey is getting to me as well as I been in flat line for a long time. I don't have many friends either. I didn't sleep well last night and found myself really miserable. I'm not sure where to turn to but feel really sad.

I suffering for acid reflux which is a digestion problem as well. I wish I had someone to talk to right now with my issues. I don't know where to turn and feel like I need to get this off my chest. I'm so sad : (

 

You so right, I can not make any women my everything. I haven't been honest with myself. I haven't been in a relationship for a very long time, so when I'm in one, I feel so wanted and so good. I know it's not going to work, I not getting my needs meet, so I just need to move on.

I never use to be so needy in my life. I think because it's been a while and also I don't have many friends. I don't a friend I can have a deep conversation with. There are people in my life but they not my true friends. I'm feeling a lot better now.

I might even see a therapist but I healed so much in the past year. I have been speaking to a lot of strangers and meeting lots of new people and of course women as well. I stop talking to girls when I got my GF but now I'm going to start again. This has really helped with my unhappiness but I feel I need to continue to get much better results. I feel like my brain is re wiring, sort of like my nofap journey. I'm becoming more charismatic and direct with my thoughts. I haven't decided whether to see a therapist or not yet but thanks for your advice. It's really good : )

 

My aim is to be happy. I'm not quite there yet