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I feel gay

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Christopher123, Feb 14, 2017.

  1. Themadfapper

    Themadfapper Fapstronaut

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    "homophobic" = fear of homosexuals? Anyway, we know what people mean when they say the word I don't think it's what the word should mean, although I'm no language expert.

    I didn't say anything homophobic [ that implied I hate gays ] being upfront that the lifestyle is dangerous or not believing that people are born that way is not homophobic. Not believing that having sex is essential to human life and happiness is not homophobic. Thinking homosexuality is a shameful act, and that someone who does it will likely feel guilt over it. It's just my having different beliefs than you. People are using slander, accusing me of being a hater [ and being a hater themselves], attacking me, insulting me, mocking me just because of my beliefs. Meanwhile, these hypocrites accuse me of intolerance [ homophobia] while they try and force their beliefs on me, and show zero acceptance for other points of view.

    I have different beliefs than you. I tolerate your beliefs why don't you try and tolerate mine?

    Why did I call that guy a homophobe? Well, he kept saying I was gay like it was a derogatory thing. Sure he meant it to shame me in an attempt to force me to change my view to his own, but he also showed he thought or at least said he thought that being gay was a derogatory thing.

    To give you a quick analogy for easy understanding

    Someone does something I don't like. I say to them " you're a f%g for doing that" this is an attempt to stop their behavior, but it also shows a derogatory view of homosexuals. Otherwise, I would not call someone a f%g for doing something that displeases me. If I called them a real awesome guy for doing something it implies I like what they are doing. But if I call them a chicken fuc&&& it shows I don't like what they are doing.


    P.S

    Igy I assume read my post when he made that comment that I said 50% will get Hiv and said it was buffoonery.

    Yet I clearly said gay BLACK MEN and I left a link where I got that information from.

    https://www.cdc.gov/nchhstp/newsroom/2016/croi-press-release-risk.html

    It's from the CDC[ center for disease control and prevntion]. While I don't know if he is black I assumed the kid [ his age group is super high risk for HIV regardless of race] I was talking to was black due to the picture of a black guy in his signature [ very likely I wrongly assumed though as people have all kinds of pictures as avatars and what not]


    Should I be tolerant of people who try to hide the truth about HIV and male 2 male sex from youths and people struggling with their sexual identity? How about people who encourage youths into homosexuality when engaging in the homosexual lifestyle puts that youth in a group that has over a 50% chance [ probably 75% or higher] if he is a black male of getting HIV?

    ^ A lack of tolerance for people trying to lie to others about things that can kill them isn't intolerance for homosexuals. Obviously, not all gays lie about these dangers, and we can see here that some straight people are lying about these dangers.
     
    Last edited: Feb 24, 2017
  2. King.Ben17

    King.Ben17 Fapstronaut

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    Nah you not gay
     
  3. King.Ben17

    King.Ben17 Fapstronaut

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    If you watch alotta porn then that's the cause. It's the porn that's causing these thoughts I'm going through the same shit right now i never wanted to be gay nor bi i just fucking don't smfh
     
  4. King.Ben17

    King.Ben17 Fapstronaut

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    No the hell he ain't you a mothafucking lie
     
  5. Idk if this is hocd anymore, as of late my hocd has came back and it feels like I’m in denial and I do like it, when before this I’ve only been obsessed with women, wanting them romantically, physically, emotionally etc. haven’t had the best luck with women, still don’t bust it’s getting better but it feels like I don’t like them really but in person I these thoughts go away and I feel normal again, I’ve been on this forum for years at this point and before I knew I didn’t like men in that way but rn it feels like I do and I don’t like the fact that I do. I can’t think about a women sexually without getting the sensation said act I’m thinking about is happening to me. I can’t get up fully to a solo girl all the time, sometimes I can but sometimes I can’t. I get up to P but it’s like I’m attracted to the penis rather than the women, I click the video for the women, because she has big tits or a fat ass, but I end up worrying I like the P rather than the V. It’s not more so the thoughts that bother me it’s the fact that the thoughts don’t give me a repulsive feeling anymore. Is this internalized homophobia or just really bad hocd I’ve had other bouts or ocd that latched on to my health or if I was a pedo. But they have gone now it’s just hocd, I’m genuinely confused and don’t know how to get out of this, it’s like I’m attracted to the p but when I think of being with a dude romantically or physically it’s like eww makes me feel like I wanna run away to get away from said thoughts. When I see an attractive dude it’s like “ do u like him” “no”, u wanna have s*x with him” “ no” “does he like u” “I hope not”. And repeat. I just feel lost
     
  6. Dr.J_76ers

    Dr.J_76ers Fapstronaut

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    I don't want to make you feel not heard, but your story rings the same tired-old bells again. I've recovered from HOCD and it's important to realize that not only do you need to abstain from PMO for a certain amount of time, but then you need to start rewiring with real-life sex.

    Let's say you're on a 500 day streak of NoFap, but you haven't had sex. Well, I can be damn sure that you've recovered from porn use, but I can't really say that you aren't affected by your old habits and fetishes. After all, the last few things you've reinforced are those old habits.
     

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