I feel gay

Its nothing to do with hormone levels brahs. Its simply your primitive brain asserting its dominance on you. You are not gay.
Metaphorically speaking you are kneeling down and sucking on the big dick of your pornography addiction. Its all subconscious beta male weakness. Your submitting control of your own ship to pornography.

Wake up,

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...en-rule-you-need-to-know-to-beat-nofap.91466/

Read it. Live it.

Mateo

 

Wow. You're real mature aren't you...

 

I don't know if you got what I meant and you are taking it the wrong way? It wasn't a comment about Martin Luther king or about MLK's history. It was an analogy of another poster's comment about a quote from Shakespeare. This poster insinuated I was a buffoon who needed to have the origin and the meaning of one of the most famous quotes in the western world explained to me.

 

Oh no, don't worry. I got what you meant. Having read the previous posts in this thread it would appear that you are indeed a buffoon! The famous quote in the western world- 'The pot calling the kettle black' springs to mind...

 

Ironically I need you to explain your usage of the " pot calling the kettle black" quote to me. While I know it's meaning I don't understand your usage of the quote? Are you calling yourself a buffoon, also? Are you saying that I'm a pretentious asshole, also?[ I assume it's about that since we were talking about the Shakespearean quote?] I don't get what you are getting at with that quote? Are you deflecting and joining in also calling me a closet homosexual for bringing up HIV rates and rates amongst youths or calling it a "gay disease" like leaders of the homosexual community do?
When you don't warn a group of society that over 50% of that group will contract HIV, and just say it's something that everyone has to deal with and refuse to mention that if you do this kind of behavior your chances of getting a disease increase 100x. Is that due to hate or ignorance?

 

Yes, you are a pretentious asshole @Themadfapper. I notice you did not miss the opportunity to repeat your doctrine of the "gay disease", saying over 50% of homosexuals will contract HIV. Oh joy! More buffoonery to entertain us, haha!

 

True, a clown we always be a clown. We are, after all creatures of habit. To stop being a clown is quite simple, you just have to come down of your unicycle and take off the face paint.

A more curious point to address is why? Now this is interesting... what happened to the mad fapper to illicit these strong emotions, unrequited love, a gay STI, condemnation from family and friends... hmm I'm ticklishly curious to find out.

 

When I watch gay porn I have urges of sucking dicks or getting fucked. I can definitely relate. I have to stop before it actually happens. I have fantasies of sucking off transgendered people too. After I cum from masturbating I feel so bad. But the cycle continues. If you want to AP I'm willing.

 

This whole thread is much ado about nothing. Just go suck a big dick and see if you like it or not. The gang-bang is a little advanced for a beginner. I have a strong feeling that we have been trolled by this post

 

Wow! Not the response I expected but maybe I will go suck a big dick!

 

Don't have gay sex right now. You may regret for life. I was addicted to gay porn and thought of myself as gay. I'd only have gay fantasies. Have acted a few times and was suicidal.

Maybe let nofap take its course. I havent had a complete 90 day streak but I've had quite a few 10 day streaks. And my porn addiction has reduced to a lot. earlier i was obsessed with gay bdsm.

Now i dont. at the most there are some gay fantasies but they are vanilla. no bondage or force. also last few relapses when i saw gay porn, i felt disgusted.

i'm not saying nofap will straighten you but it will tone down some of the extreme fantasies that may be only due to porn addiction. and that's good.

having sex(by visiting a prostitute or sucking a dick) to find out if you're gay or not can bring regrets. let nopmo take its course.

 

Haha sorry bro I genuinely thought you were a gay guy trying to help us guys out haha.

 

Honestly guys the best way to figure this out is to abstain from porn. Trust me, it works. I never watched gay porn but started to doubt my sexuality as straight porn didn't do anything for me anymore. Once had a streak of 19 days and I knew by 2 weeks that I was straight. Porn is very damaging to the brain.

 

My point is it shouldn't matter if someone is straight or gay. We are here to help each other. There was so much homophobia throughout this thread. Biased misinformation throughout. Live and let live (Love wins)

 

Yeah, all from just one mad wanker.

I agree 100%. However, this thread is to do with the bizarre porn-induced phenomenon where overindulgence can lead to someone becoming paranoid that their sexual orientation has changed. In these cases, this reverts back to type when the person does a full reboot - several months of no porn and masturbation. So, this thread is important. It enables others to see they are not alone in having this porn-induced phenomena: HOCD.

 

No shit! You're watching gay porn. Your mind is already warped as hell to be watching that filth. It is likely that you are going to extremes to get off and now your brain is looking for even more extremes.

The same thing can happen with sex. Feel bad after, but it doesn't always stop you from going back and it will get more and more extreme, and your mind will get more and more warped.

I don't know why people here see you can get addicted to porn, various kinds of porn, but think you can't get addicted to sexual practices?

Stop watching porn and stop jerking off. The hardest part, IMO, is to stop thinking about it[porn, sex], but it's crucial to not fantasize or even think about it.

That guy who told you to "just blow some guy" is sick.

You are not gonna feel good about yourself if you do that. I would not want that on my conscience, and sex is addictive. You might end up living that lifestyle and your mind getting more and more twisted. You might have to struggle with it and you don't want that monkey [ demon] on your back.

I grew up in a city of full of gays and man it is not like they tell you. Mental illness, drug usage, and Aids are rampant in that community. It's not all fun and games. You know from jerking off and porn addiction how sex and sex addiction can warp your mind. It is dangerous and it can eat you up and steal your life and soul.

 

Yo dude I get you, Im not gay or anything but I think that when doing something like a reboot of your sexual energy in which mind is so connected you are going to go on a bit of a journey. If the sexual energy is warped, so will be the mind. And in the unwarping of them, things are going to come up. I would see it as a development, an evolution of the energy. Dont attch to any of the thoughts, just like dont attach to thoughts of wanting to watch porn

 

Sorry for the late reply. It was about you calling IGY a homophobe.

 

Agreed, although threads about HOCD attract homophobia like bees to a honey pot.