hi everyone , I’ve joined the site back in September and managed to stop pmo for 14 days, then I relapsed every 9 days then 6 and now I’d relapse everyday or every other day. I’m just so sick of it ! I’ve no energy to do anything , my mind seems to always be racing with useless thoughts , my life is wasted on an addiction that I gain absolutely no benefits from ... I generally feel like crap . I’m very exhausted , very disappointed and disgusted with myself and how this addiction made my life a living hell. Sorry for the rant , I just needed to say it or else I’d start crying in front of everyone in college. Advices are welcomed.