I did something majorly wrong please help

The most important thing is that you realize that porn brought you to where you were last night. At my worst I slept with a prostitute as well cause I could no longer deal with the frustration porn caused. Her pics weren't hers and she was probably over twice my age but I still went through with it and felt horrible afterwards. Point is, let it be a tipping point for you, a way out of the mess you've created because honestly porn will never ever satisfy you. All it does is create these obsessions and fetishes about something you assume to be pleasurable or hot but are far from it in real life.

 

Focus on working for better future instead dwelling on mistakes from past. What's most importand you know that it's porn that led you there. It's just your mind playing tricks and you will overcome it.