I crave attention so I have sex with strangers

I think you know you need to work on your self-esteem. Don't worry about having a relationship yet. Meet people whose company you can enjoy, doing an activity you enjoy, without being used. Maybe volunteer somewhere? You know you deserve better than this. Good luck.

 

well that's what m do like whenever i am happy i fap i am broken i fap then i realize fapping doesn't cure my problems temporarily joy lasts just for a second or two if i want to live a happy life things have to be change seek permanent joy, happiness that doesn't come in one day or two it requires constant effort all you gotta do is take break from relationships and sex ,try to do something else do something that you want whats your passion , you cannot change what happened ok forget that and move on seek permanent happiness not for a couple of seconds . yes life is hard that doesn't mean we should give up . and why do you need a relationship ?
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Beware of STDs, criminals, perverts. You know all these actions won't solve anything. You show your weaknesses to these guys. Sooner or later a circle of these people will be formed around you and they will be using your weaknesses and insecurities to bait you. Let out the fact that you will feel disgusted by your own body. IMO, the best option would be to relax. Take your time. Let the upsetting thoughts in your head settle down. Just for a few days. After this, you can find a real bf and enjoy the life with him. It doesn't end like this...

 

Idk if most guys are bad but many just have a big thing for wanting to cum. It's like a drug getting that high in the heat of the moment. And unfortunately many guys say or do things bad when they are wanting it or getting it or whatever. I cannot answer if even casual sex is ok or not. Sex can be wonderful but its sad how many guys brag about getting head or whatever or even some women. The thing is your a woman and many of us guy's if we were invited to have sex would go to meet her or you if we were chatting with you online. I myself probably would myself because something like that happening to me is very rare. Though I would respect you with my heart. I'd want to be respected as well and not used. ( Not saying you do that.) Then also some personality too. I'd suggest you find a loving man. The one who won't run off on you. Someone who wants something more than just sex. I want more than sex.