I'm quite aware of the no PMO benefits, and have twice been more than two months without PMO. The problem is that even after doing so, I still hadn't noticed any difference in the way I saw people. It seems like everybody is only an sexual object for me. For example, I couldn't appreciate the same things (going out, making out, etc) with my second girlfriend just because I think my first girlfriend is hotter than her. I constantly judge every characteristic of a person based on their beauty. I believe that a truly successful person is better in every aspects of live than the average (including beauty) but I think I've gotten into a point where this is not the justification of my judgments. How can I stop with the need of looking into every single person I see and ranking them based on their looks and start developing meaningful relationships with people without considering this factor? Is this even possible? Is it wrong that I want I would preffer an enchanting girlfriend with an average personality than an ugly girlfriend who matches me more? I don't even consider dating ugly women. For the record: Been really strong on no PMO on 2019 with few rellapses, have build a strong meditating routine and have been exercising everytime I can.