I cannot find my way out

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Bro, you must fight hard. It doesn't come without battle. The first 20 days for me were like actual fight. I didn't count edging as relapse in the first 20 days, but I struggled to not O, so that I get used to not releasing seed. It was a nightmare. Each time I edged, I tried all my best, so that I can escape the situation(shower in my case). It's really hard. But I decided that after 20 days are past, i will not edge anymore. And so I got to where I am right now.

You must fight like you're a donkey, who is attacked by lion. It's really hard, but if you want to live, you must fight, whatever it takes.

 

What classe(s) are you failing?

 

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How is your journey today?

 

Keep trying. And don't feel bad about your setbacks, it's part of the process. At first it's just plain willpower, which is tough. But after some time the changes become more of a part of yourself. It's like a muscle that you have to exercise. At first you're just kind of faking it, like when first working out lifting weights and everything feels weak, and it sucks. But if you have faith in the steps you're taking, slowly it stops feeling lousy, and you start enjoying the feeling of having more control over your own life. This good feeling of empowerment eventually becomes stronger than the temptations we've all had for instant gratification. Don't give up, have trust that positive improvements can happen if you follow the path of change.

 

Beside the social anxiety, how are you physically? Did masterbe got you short, stocky and fat? Just as a question, because everyone I see that has social anxiety it's either very short or overweight.

 

There is a way out , you can do this. Pray to Buddha , or Jesus , or Allah or whoever you believe in to get you through until the end of the night. The go study for that final exam.
Just do your best to stay away from porn until midnight.
You can't over stress yourself , we all are going through the same struggle. As a team together we can overcome this porn addiction. NOFAP BROTHERHOOD/SISTERHOOD working together to help you win.