I am Suffering

Hi Everybody I am Daniel and I am from Colombia. At the moment i have accomplished 7 days without masturbation. I want to get more energy and personal security; i want to be limitless like Edie Morra the main character in the "limitless" movie.

I dont have friends, i couldn't make good relations thanks to my "social anxiety". I found a scape in the sugar, masturbation and videogames.

The masturbation in excess is a shit: Make the ego increase, you become a depressive person; after each masturbating i feel really bad , many depresive thoughts apears in my mind , my energy disappears and i can not focus in nothing.

My goals are no masturbate me anymore and consume less sugar or nothing. I only have been able to not masturbate me, but it is too complicated i feel really bad and i can not concentrate in my taks very well.

Today almost i have a relapse, i was alone and i had many thoughts about women; i tryed to concentrate me in the homeworks but i couldn´t . when i was going to proceed with masturbate me, my family arrive to the house; thanks to the universe they arrived, they save me.

The positive things are that i noticed the woman atraction for me are increasing, my security is increasing too, no feel depressing anymore, My livid is getting better and the women are more beautiful for me.

The negative things are the energy is no changing yet (It is diferent to livid), and i can not concentrate me very well because i want to fuck with someone whole the time.

whatever, we can do it my friends. If you watched "limitless" the most similar thing to the NZT-24(This pill become a normal guy in a genius) is NoFap and a good diet. All of you are genious only we need more energy, livid and training.

If this challenge end very well i will write something about or make some videos.

 

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How long were you alone? Are you usually alone in your house for extended periods of time?[/QUOTE]
Dont worry about, since 16 i dont have "best friends" only friends. Many of my "friends" are busy, when you get a meeting with someone he or she is focusing on them cell phones; the facebook friends are ilusions(no real at all).