I am a German Hikikomori

You're a human being. Why label yourself? Why let society impose a label on you when society is most likely what caused your issues?

 

I mean you shouldn't view this as something that cannot be fixed. This is just a symptom of something you never intended experiencing. I can share these and wish you the best,

 

So you are embracing it yourself. Why not unembrace it then? I'll leave you to it. Lots of support here man.

 

Dude you are 19. You are at the beginning of everything.
You just miss that feelings of urgency. That your time is precious. You don't feel that. But you know, your TIME is important. Every second is irreplaceable. In a scientific kind of way.

Embrace feeling like shit. The internet keeps you from feeling bad. But the truth is you need to feel really bad in order to change. Embrace your pain and use it as a fuel for changing.

Stop numbing yourself with internet and social medias.

 

It doesn't sound that bad. But don't you have to go to school/ university? Do you work from home? What is going on?