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Is the adderall a part of a regiment? If so, get a porn blocker. Get someone you trust to monitor your internet activities and give him the passwords.

 

I'm in the same shoes!! I've wrote you PM

 

The whole addiction comes from a huge burst of dopamine, it is the motivation and seeking thing that your brain releases. Your brain will also release small amounts of it to make you want to seek out more. So whenever it is in your system it makes it hard to not seek out porn, whatever type you normally look at, until it subsides. Adderall releases a good amount of dopamine so that is why it is hard to not look when you take your medication. How long have you been addicted to porn? Dopamine helps in a ton of areas, focus is a one of them. I had a focus problem for years and I used to take adderall and it was because I had low dopamine in my system because of PMOing all the time. You may not need it at all. ask me more questions about this if you want, here or just PM me. As for the sissy stuff, it is all over the internet a lot of people are addicted to it. You have some signs of HOCD, and that is all that is. If you have questions about that just ask.

 

It means Homosexual Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and with time it will go away. A lot of people on this site develop it and it comes from many things. A lot of gay men develop Heterosexual Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and they feel a weird pull towards women even though in reality they are not attractive to them. I believe you are not gay and I know you want it to stop. It is a trick from the brain, some people get it through sissy, gay, transwoman, and many other types of porn. It comes from you masturbating to sissy porn enough to where you mind begins to think that is what it is supposed to be turned on to now. Your brain is plastic so it can be changed a lot throughout your life. All you need to do is abstain from porn, it is hard but worth it. Thing is, and I have said it before, this will take time. Your brain knows what you truly like and will rewire itself on it's own if you don't watch porn. This next part is key and a lot of people in you shoes fall into this trap. You will have a lot more of the thoughts come up before it gets better but it will get better. Do not test yourself on vanilla porn to make sure you are not gay, it will not help you at all. You are not gay, you said you don't find a man physically or emotionally attractive and that is a key sign that you are straight. Give it time and stay away from porn and you should be fine.

 

Forgot to add, when you are taking the adderall try to stay away from the electronics or the internet. If the urges get really bad go workout or do something without electronics. Learn to meditate it can help you become mindful and not go on "auto pilot" to look up stuff. Mindfulness helps you realize when you are being triggered or urges come up. The urges aren't you so don't let them control you. You need to build up discipline to fight it. Remember in the end it is you that clicks the mouse and types in the sites that you go to, you can choose not to go to the sites just as well. It is a hard fight but worth it in the end.

 

Interesting.
Porn can certainly help me wake up if I'm feeling tired, but I guess that is when I'm using it on a binge. However, I don't feel clear in my mind at all while using porn, in fact, I feel in quite the daze possibly due to intense fantasizing. Also, focus on anything other than porn is definitely not increased.

 

When you watch porn a ton of your dopamine is released. In a weird way it high jacks the brain so you don't really focus on anything else. The dopamine is usually sent out for the videos you are watching then. The dopamine isn't being used for anything else but to keep you turned on and wanting to seek more. So, I am saying you won't feel clear in your mind and it will be hard to concentrate on anything else but porn. Your brain is always looking for it's next fix so it is hard to concentrate on anything when you are being pushed to pmo again. As far as hijacking the brain have you ever noticed that time seems to fly by while watching porn, you think it has been 5 mins and it has been 30 in reality. You don't have an unlimited supply on dopamine on a day to day basis so after a binge you will feel hazy, hard to concentrate on anything, and a hard time sleeping since it helps in regulating you sleep cycle. A guy on youtube explains this a lot better than me. Sacred Sexuality Project on youtube.

 

If you're going on a date with a girl and it gets to a point where you may bang and are afraid of performing be as honest as possible with her without telling her everything. For me, function is kinda finky atm and the adderall sure as hell doesn't help with circulation. I tell them I'm on meds that make thinks kind of inconsistent (if it gets to that point). They respect it. I also tell all girls no sex on the first date. We can fool around, but no sex. That's a good rule in general for anyone looking for something more than just busting a nut. That being said, go down on her!! Stop making it all about you and your own gratification...make it about hers!! "Gentlemen, there's something you can eat if you're having problems in the bedroom. It's called pussy." Remember your ABCs boys

 

spoken like a true virgin

@OP you have a very sad condition if it is caused by porn addiction. Obviously you should stop porn and fapping immidiatly and do the 90 challenge, forget about this girl. It wont work out, your sexuality is being turned upside down, you need to focus on you for a good 3-4 months. If you dont and its true that porn is the cause of your problem it will only get worse.

 

Spoken like a true asshole. Im 32 with plenty of experience under my belt. Just trying to give pointers to someone looking for answers. Don't be a dick, guy.

 

If your need for Adderall is for focus (ADD/ADHD) you should work with your psychiatrist to get you switched over to a different med.

You must stop watching this shit.

 

That's bad advice. If youre on a date with some girl you barely know, you dont start divulging all your personal business. She's not your wife.

 

This shit is bad. Many members have a hard time kicking this. It really fucks with your head. Stop it now.

 

Adderoll is synthetic meth, and an ex meth user i can say being on adderoll would make stopping using porn very hard. it really increases your arousal. it's also funny because i discovered a certain hentai artists sissy captions around the same time i started using math i would masturbate to shit for literally like 10 hours straight. it was hell. i would never let my kids take adderoll, and honestly if you trouble concentrating you should just meditate. i don't believe in adhd, i was diagnosed with adhd when i was kid, by the standard they use to measure the symptoms i would still be considered adhd, but i don't need to be on meth.

 

I still don't understand how a Heterosexual OCD occurs/happens?

 

Honestly the same what homosexual OCD occurs. A lot of people on this site didn't watch any transwoman or gay porn but still had homosexual OCD. Porn can perverse your own sexuality, good thing is enough time without and your mind will go back to your normal preference.

 

Its probably a good idea to be honest with someone before being sexually intimate!

 

@PMO addict huh?