Hi there! As the title says, am I normal? Under my nofap period of 80 days I loosed my interest for sex. Now, instead of fantasizing to have sex with someone as I did before nofap, I started to fantasize how I am giving a hug to someone and while fantasizing that, it gives me a dopamine kick as an porn fantasy. So hugs are better than sex for me right now. I have a feeling that being lonely causes that. I am also afraid of starting relationships and I do not trust any people, I am an introvert. I don't want to start any relationships because I am afraid of loosing all my money on dates or that I don't gonna have any free time anymore. I am also little bit afraid of women because of those toxic relationships or child support stories... I think that's MGTOW fault that I am afraid of women. I am divided in two right now, me that want to hug someone (do not think about the consequences of relationships) and me that don't want any relationships and think logically. Those two parts are fighting all the time and I look weird because my emotions are changing all the time. Eh... Does someone feel like that?