Huge motivation in my challenge!

Hello,

I'd like to encourage you in your challenge. It's my 20th day, urges still bother me, but after my last experience I'm stronger than that, and fighting with them is less uncomfortable than at the beginning. From the day I've taken part in this challenge I had sex one time, at 17th day. Earlier I had phase of depression, and even didn't want to do anything. But when it happened I felt like it was my very first time. We did it three times by one evening, that has never happened before! I don't think about P no more, only about my girlfriend, I constantly romance about her, it's great feeling. She's suprised too, what happened, why I'm so horny, hard and wild. Of course I haven't said her about my problem, because it would ruin our relationship. She's very anti-porn, treats it like a betrayal. While thinking of her I have of course hard penis, and my addicted mind still tries to convince me to M, but I reject it explaining myself, that sex is more important, more pleasant, and one minute of pleasure now will spoil my work, I will relapse and all of it will loose sense. If my bed relations with my love can look like few days ago, I won't give up, hope I will keep up and never get back to MO!

Cheers, have a nice day!