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HOW PMO RUINED FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by llortaton, Apr 30, 2019.

  1. llortaton

    llortaton Fapstronaut

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    Pmo made it so that I was less social, I remember a few months ago, I would put my head down, all day in class. Not because I was tired, but because of the terrible self esteem and social anxiety I had. I remember last year, I was a beautiful boy, and I was against porn use, and was totally against masturbation, as soon as I started PMO, everything got bad. The social anxiety that I have is not nervousness or anything, but it is my breathing. So, basically, whenever I'm around someone, I can't control my breathing, and can't focus on anything but my breathing. I'm afraid that I'll make the other person nervous by hearing my breathing, and them reacting to my breathing makes me breathe harder. I remember once on the bus, I was breathing heavy, but people weren't reacting nervously or anything, and I stopped manually breathing.
     
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