how male human beings should be

This is amazing. I´ve never felt like this in years. I know most will say it´s because I am horny from not PMOing in 47 days. YEAH! I am 47 days without touching the guy down there, but that´s not the case. I don´t feel horny at all.
What I mean to say that today I felt something diferent. Was looking at girls passing on the street and I noticed that I love women. Women in general. They are amazing beings. They are all beautiful, each one in their own way. Everyone has something special about them. This is nothing compared to my days of porn when I was like "Nah. she isn´t that pretty. She should have more...". OMG, I was this incredible ignorant person. I was so stupid. Now I feel diferent and this feeling is amazing. I can not put it into words. I want to connect with them so much.
GUYS, IS THIS WHAT BEING A MAN SHOULD FEEL? YES. IT IS. THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A MAN! A SEXUAL BEING CAPABLE OF EMPHATY. THIS IS WHY WHE ARE CALLED HUMAN BEINGS. PORN IS OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GOOD!!!!!!!

 

tks for your support man

 

black_coyote it´s an amazing feeling. I feel alive. This feeling makes me want to live. I used to have suicidal thoughts. Today I want to live more than ever before.

NO PMO FOREVER

 

tk you all. I´ll keep up the fight

 

I know right?!!! I hate the feeling. I remember sometimes I would feel so horny and it made me really want to approach girls. Then I would masturbate to a pic of a pretty girl and puf, all gone. And I would try to remember how I was feeling before, like really trying but nothing. It stops making any sense to go after girls.