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How life works and why is beautiful?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by thejoyprovider, Jul 28, 2014.

  1. Jul 28, 2014 #1
    thejoyprovider

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    For all of us being addicted to porn we missed out the true beauty of life.

    The male wants the female. Her body turns him on. Her smell. Her smile. Her hair. These details.

    Without porn your eyes can see better. Literally. The visions gets sharper. The mind is not foggy anymore. Thoughts are stable and well defined. You know who you are. Your body grows in confidence. You hair shine in youth.
    You want to touch that girl. Love her. Sex is not longer dirty or bad. Its an expression of one's body to another. You embrace nature. You are an active part of nature's play.

    You want the girl. You want to impress her. You have the energy to do things for her. Sing a song. Play guitar. Show your body.

    You like the game. She takes a look at you you take a look at her. Back and forward. The love dance.

    The feeling of wanting something. Going out there to get it. Not having it with the click of a button and instantly forget about it after 2 minutes.

    The feeling of stability. Not going over the rollercoaster of ejacuations and chemical imbalances in the body.

    What have we missed all this time? So much beauty wasted in cheap pixelated porn.

    All my life, the past and the present and the future, gets into position by understanding that I was simply a junkie all this time. It was the key I was missing to understand literally everything.

    Write your stories as nature kicks in and you start seeing the joy of normal real life again without PMO.
     
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  2. Jul 28, 2014 #2
    monkotto

    monkotto Fapstronaut

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    very nice post thejoyprovider!

    day14 hard mode for me - first try ever. porn-junkie for over 8 years.

    i realized that is possible to smell! the different flavours. dont want to be too enthusiastic. but day by day i can see that porn-addiction made me like a person with autism.

    afraid of everything living in his ill world.

    i am not able to turn time back - so i have to look forward and try to follow this path.

    even if there will or might be a relapse. i will stand up and go on fighting.

    in the past i was a open and a funny person. porn made me strange and busted.

    :)
     
    monkotto, Jul 28, 2014
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  3. Jul 28, 2014 #3
    ColeO

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    Yes, there was a point where I was free of porn for half a year (I didnt masturbate yet) and I got my first girlfriend and it was amazing having her, everything felt real.

    And now I'm freeing myself from porn AND masturbation and I wont be turning back. I have a girlfriend again, and I'm convinced I love her because I proved I'd do anything for her. And my dedication is lasting from the strength I got from all my attempts to quit, and my current streak which wont break this time.
     
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