Holy sh#t, it hurts battling these feelings. Day 6 urges are killing me...

Discussion in 'Abstinence, Retention, and Sexual Transmutation' started by Dimmed_haze, Jan 29, 2019.

  1. Dimmed_haze

    Dimmed_haze Fapstronaut

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    It's like 2 voices are in my head.

    One is telling me it's ok. The other knows not to do it. It's disrupting my activities.

    I'm gonna clean up now, then see what happens.

    I honestly don't want to post this and relapse secretly... So I can hold less responsibility. But f#$k that, that's not who I want to be.
     
  2. WretchedBoy

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    Stay strong, brother. You can absolutely overcome this even if it´s feels like torture right now. Try to shut out the voice that tells you it´s okay - it´s not. If you relapse you will feel like shit, that´s the reality. Keep fighting for a better life.

    Edit: is that profile picture of yours a screenshot from dark souls? Than you should know how to fight seemingly hopeless battles ;)
     
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  3. Dimmed_haze

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    Yeah, I'm still stacking nofap days! cleaned up around the house a bit, the urge is less now.

    The pic is sadly not from dark souls, I honestly just googled "courage wallpaper". But now that you mention it, it looks like a dark souls character.

    Video games taught us how to grind though. I haven't played a lot of Dark Souls, but Runescape, among others... That is another story.
     
  4. Sounds like you have the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other, like in cartoons...
     
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  5. Dimmed_haze

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    I wish they'd show themselves. So I could pummel the devil with my surprise pans, Tom and Jerry style.
     
  6. Just tell him to fuck off lol.
     
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  8. Dimmed_haze

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    Done, I'm going strong. Day 8!
     
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  9. WretchedBoy

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    Nicely done! Every time you beat the urges you grow. Keep on being awesome.
     
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  10. felzgood4me2

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    I'm on day 12, longest I have ever went in my life. Desire is overwhelming, but I am determine to win this battle....
     
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    We can all do it !
     

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