HOCD PMO ADDICTION HARDCORE

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by SadnLow, Apr 15, 2019.

  1. SadnLow

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    As you can tell by the title I am doing a hardcore mode NoFap run to beat my PMO and HOCD.I will use this to go day by day on my reboot, to keep you guys updated. I am 16 years old had hocd for about a year and some months now. I’ve gone a full 14 days and was really proud of myself and the results that came with it. I just relapsed and figured it’s time for a big change. It’s been driving me nuts for the past year and a half and I’m finally ready to go full hard-core. Any one else who suffers like me or have beaten it, any input will be appreciated. A little back round on me. I’m 16 a JR in high school just got over a relationship with a girl that I truly care for. But next week I have a date so that’s great :). I power lift, smoke weed about every night before bed. From what I have read on NoFap I’m not the only one who has the same issues. Mine are from escalation and slight desensitization. None the less let’s get started. Im blocking all the instagram models, snap chat porn shit all anything that will provoke me. ( side note, I will only O in PMO, especially with this girl that I’m talking to atm she’s been dropping hints)
     
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  2. SadnLow

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    Day 1: today is the start of my journey. I’m blocking all content that could push me. Wish me luck have a good day
     
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  3. apostolov

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    Hey there my dude. I'm struggling with HOCD myself and from my personal experience weed makes it worse. Instead of smoking weed before bed try meditations. I actually have a few friends that used to smoke weed before bed and at one point they realized they can't fall asleep without smoking weed anymore. Otherwise keep to no PMO in general. I've relapsed many times so far and I have regretted it every single goddamn time ! Every time I go for about 2 weeks I already feel better. Not completely better but way better than when i'm PMO-ing. As for instagram yeah it's a good idea to remove all sexual content from it and just follow some normie stuff like dogs and memes. That's what I did. Keep on the good fight, my dude.
     
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  4. digitaldraft

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    Good luck man, im also starting my journey. We can all do this together.
     
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  5. SadnLow

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    You both got this let’s beat this shit!
     
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  6. SadnLow

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    I missed day 2 log but it went well I’m on day three and will do it before bed have a great one
     
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  7. SadnLow

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    Day 3: good day I have a date this Sunday with some good looking girl hope it goes well. God night to you all
     
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  8. SpringWater

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    Good luck on your date.
     
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  9. SadnLow

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    Day 4: work was good long day but made ok money Gn y’all.
     
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  10. SadnLow

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    Day 5: really odd day at work had a double, not so bad..
    5 days strong, looking for 30 soon. My date is tomorrow hope we can do it, happy Easter
     
  11. SadnLow

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    Day 6: It’s Easter Day so happy holidays to you all. How you guys doing?
     
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    Day 7: this is where I last relapsed. Feels good to beat the record. Have a good day!
     
  13. SadnLow

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    Day 0: I relapsed today after some one on snap chat sent me a person that just posted porn. One thing led to another and I was binge watching these snaps. But I will have to say another 7 days is good but we have to push for more. As for the date it never happened I went home and she never texted me back. But non the less my new goal for now is 14 days. Double if what I can usually do. Have a great night y’all, with every error shall come repair :)
     
  14. SadnLow

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    Day 2: i know I missed day 1 but it was a very normal day Had like one panic attack but no biggie. Today was good I work made some ok money I’m a busboy so you know living the Dream. I’m. About to by my 1st car so that’s good my Bday is coming up so that’s good. Sleep well
     
  15. SadnLow

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    So it’s day 4 and I’ve been l lacking when it comes to this but non the less I’m back on track and way more motivated then before. I hung out with that girl and we clicked right off the bat. We cuddled and watched that 70s show for about 4 hours it was great. HOCD attacks every once in a while and my anxiety came back after I relapsed, but now slowly fading away once more. Hope you all have a great day
     
  16. SadnLow

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    Well I’ve been inactive, but I haven’t broke. I took s break off social Media and I’m not on it as often. And I’ve broke my record of 17 days!!! Today is day 18, the girl I was talking about above is working out really well but she’s not ready for commitment. I’m ok with that cause I really like her. Hope you all prosper ❤️
     
  17. arkad1

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    Where are you getting the money to smoke weed every night?

    I couldn't even afford a coffee a week at 16...
     
  18. IGY

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    He said he is working as a busboy.
     
  19. IGY

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    That's great! You will reach three weeks in a few more days, so well done! :cool:
     
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  20. llortaton

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    What do you do for money? Just wondering. :)
     

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