hocd or extreme denial ?

The tips I want to give it to you:
1. Delete all your social media accounts (it can giving you triggers during your reboot)
2. Accept the thoughts (H-OCD thoughts) I have also H-OCD and when you are keep fighting against the thoughts, it will be a bigger problem. When you don't pay attention to this thoughts, it will goes away. Period.
3. When you like girls, you will always like girls. Remember that!
4. The most important of all: STAY AWAY FROM PORN. Pictures, videos, erotic texts. It's triggering you during the reboot, so stay away from that! The best you can do when you have trigger problems is going for a walk, going to the gym or something like that. Take cold showers. It will reduce your stress and anxiety.

Good luck mate!

 

You have to ask yourself why you perform these experiments. They are a mistake - especially pulling the switcheroo (from hetero to home porn) at the point of orgasm.

I think your initial reaction to gay porn is more likely your true feelings.

Many here have reported newly acquired desires for types of porn that originally disgusted them. Many of them report these go away after periods of no PMO.

 

Yes (based on your brief summary).

 

ashen451,

Your attraction for womens, will never disappear, because your sexual orientation can't change, you can't switch from totally straight, to totally gay. Maybe and I said maybe your are in process to discover that you are bi-sexual. But with your first reaction to gay porn, I don't think you can be bi-sexual. For now, the best for you is to stay away of porn. You can do better thing with your time then watching that and masturbate. You are only 16, you better focus on good things, like what kind of job you want to do after school or finding a new hobby.

 

Well, given that you'g fapped to the point of orgasm with hetero porn before you switched to gay porn, I don't think it proved anything in the direction of you being gay.