Okay so my HOCD is definitely getting worse. I'm 29 years old and I'm straight, no question about that. But femdom porn is getting less and less extreme and I've been noticing the dude's penis more and more. Like what the fuck!? Up until now I've never given a shit about a dude's junk but I'm noticing it more and more and I feel like HOCD is maybe making me gay. Is anyone else going through this!? WTF I can't watch porn now because I'm afraid it's going to keep making me more and more until I'm gay. (There isn't anything wrong with being gay, except I'm not nor do I want to be) What do I do? quitting porn is so hard, I've never had a girlfriend and I get lonely and depressed. I'm always horny.