hocd? Chronic ed? Read this!

Anyone with hold, or some fetish they don't like themselves for please read this.

I lost my virginity late in life, when I was 29, I'm 31 now.

My whole teenage life I was walking. A lot. I had the internet and as soon as I did, I discovered porn. Soon after I developed a cross dressing/ sissy fetish and thought I must be gay.

I never followed through with it as I didn't identify with my fantasies or anything but it was always at the back of my mind.

I discovered NoFap and thought I'd give it a go.

I went from very little female interest to having 2 / 3 girls interested once I had got to the end of month 2 of no masturbation, porn or any sort of stimulation.

Funny story, tried it once before and saw the trailer for horrible bosses and Jenifer Aniston broke me!

Anyway after seriously working at it I got to the end of month 2 and two girls from work and a girl from tinder were very jntersted.

Felt like a real player.

I rejected two and went with get hottest one.

Spent the night with her and couldn't get it up. As per usual.

This was horrible as I felt like I wasn't a man, a hottie in my bed dying to get to it but I couldn't.

We spooned.

She was cool about it. I continued seeing her for about a month after then we ended things amicably.

Moved to another area and kept focussed hitting up girls I'd meet, not caring about the outcome, tinder etc.

Met a girl I didn't really fancy but once I told her about my ed, all the issues she was compelled to help me.

And she did.

I kept her as the only sexual release and my erections were incredible. And I stress she wasn't hot. I didn't really fancy her. But she was a woman. And she did sleeps with me. That was it.

We've since broken up and I've met another girl, and although when we first started dating there was some ed, it very quickly disappeared.

So if you're thinking does this work, can it be as simple as be porn? The answer is a firm yes. But you can't do it on your own.

There are so many women out there who are more than happy to help you.

I was getting bored of the girl I'm seeing right now and fell back into porn. The cross dressing fetishes all came back quite fast. I know it was due to porn.

I can feel them coming back with each time I watch it.

Having said that she can make me harder than porn ever has.

So stick with it guys.

If you want something only you are standing in your way.

If you quit porn, quit masturbation, you'll quickly see the opportunities in life that alluded you when you were a walker.

I hope that's helped anyone just starting on their journey.

Any questions I'm more than happy to help

Oh yea, and make sure you talk about this with people. Your friends. People online. Whoever. It doesn't matter who.

As soon as you talk about it openly it looses it's power over you No it soon becomes nothing. Just kne of those things people deal with In life.