Help, seeing GF tonight, nagging flatline

I'm excited to see her. We didn't get to have sex last time we were together because of my kids around, her not being able to sleep over, although we both wanted to. I'm excited but cautiously optimistic because flatline has been playing games with my head. About 10 days ago when I thought I might be turning a corner on flatline it came roaring back. Right now I feel maybe a 6 or 7 in terms of my desire to do it tonight. Hopefully seeing gf will push that to an 8 or 9.

So in 41 days 4 Os, 2 the weekend before last and 2 the weekend before that. I have to see myself type that to believe it. Before this it could easily be 60+ Os in 41 days. I have to be the little engine that could tonight. But this darn flatline nagging feeling is worrying me. I think she's expecting quality action. Ideas? I don't want to have to conjure up mental archive porn to get turned on. Gf does not know about Nofap program or PM abstinence btw.

Thanks

 

No, no M at all for me since I started. Last night went great btw. As great as I could've hoped for.