Help, please.

Hi everyone.

I am on around 70-day streak now, I cannot quite remember exactly, but around 70/75 days streak now. I have gone through a couple of flat lines, but it wasn't too much of a struggle for me; instead, I got really sad and just wanted to hide in the corner.

I do have a girlfriend (9 months now), and she has been ever so helpful, we have tried to have successful, unsuccessfully. Every time I put on a condom; my penis goes from erect to floppy. I have tried putting a condom on my own today, partly successful as my erection stayed, but then it went down again.

Every time I am with my girlfriend, I can get a hard erection almost instantly, anytime we have oral sex, there isn't a problem, but as soon as I put on a condom, floppy penis again.

I am upset that this keeps happening to me every time, and because of how many times this happened, I feel that it will keep happening to me until I take the blue pill, which I do not want to anymore (I have taken it on three separate occasions - around 3 months ago and 5 months ago).

Please help.

 

70 days without PMO, and today, I have decided to delete Facebook and Instagram, get myself off from any social media apps and so on.

I am 21 years old, and I am in my first ever relationship.