Help me, its an urgency.

Hello reader!
As you already know that I am new here, I will just briefly introduce myself and my elucidate my problem!
i will try to keep this short so as to not waste much of your time, so please stick to this thread, and help me out!

I am a male, a college student (apart from exam schedules, i get a lot of free time throughout the year), and I am 21 years old.
Like any other teen, in my society, I started watching porn. Well, that was normal back then. I was an introvert guy, and lacked a close friend circle. And, haven't touched a girl sexually till now!
Nearly 3 years ago, I learnt of a term called joi (or, jerk off instructions/encouragement). I enjoyed that, and I can tell, that was normal too. BUT, now, its been more than a year, and am masturbating with trance/hypnosis dominance videos. (As creepy as it might sound, there's actually a dominant woman conditioning and controlling). And, here i am addicted to this one. I masturbated this evening, and I can't take it any longer. You know, that offence, humilliation that comes after an unwanted jerk off sessions: thats at its highest here!

I have been watching and listening to videos and audios, of this particular woman so much that, I am addicted to her.
Today: that was a streak of more than 10 days of NoFap. I had even planned a workout schedule to use this energy building myself, but this extreme urge to view didn't suffice, so I fell down again!

I feel, am at the brink of destruction and I strongly need a fatherly figure, guiding me, helping me snap out of this fetish.

Please, someone ...!