Help! - Journal of someone who needs help

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by The Dustbin, May 17, 2018.

  1. The Dustbin

    The Dustbin Fapstronaut

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    hello everyone.

    My life has gotta so far out of controm because of PMO. I have been trying for years to break it bt i am not able to go for more than a week or so. This past few months have been nothing but relapse after relapse. It has gotten to the point where I literally just go to work, come home PMO, repeat. I am in a mentally toxic relationship that hinders my sexual healin even more. I want to keep the relationship pure and clean but PMO had gotta. To the point where i cant even look at her without sexual stuff coming to mind. I hate this so much and I need healing.


    And I cannot live like this anymore.

    Today i am setting my sights on 15 days with no PMO. This is going ti be one of the hardest things i have had to do.

    But this is the start if my journey and my journal.


    - The Dustbin
     
  2. MrAJ

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    Hey man,

    I see a lot of journals going by without getting a comment and I can understand it can feel like no one really cares but really, I think it's just that this section is over saturated but trust in this, we do read and even though some may just read your words and go on with their day, the fact they have read it installs that little bit of support they might just need to make it.

    And maybe, likewise for you. Keep your target in sight man, stay on the Path. You're not alone.
     
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  3. What I Do That Defines Me

    What I Do That Defines Me Fapstronaut

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    You can do it man. Ive gotten a lot of support and inspiration from the website and the good people on it. Use as much of it as you can and keep pushing forward. It seems impossible, but just take it one day and a time and youll get there. Keep reminding yourself why you are doing it and keep that motivation with you when things get tough. Good luck, im rooting for you.

    "Turn your face to the sun and the shadows will fall behind you"
     
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  4. journey_man

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    Want to echo some of the thoughts above. Really invest in this community and website. Reading about other people's struggles and encouraging them will help you to fight your own struggle better too. It's easy to start strong and then never log back in again until you slip up and then you're back on here. That's been part of my own experience as well. Really just decide that you're going to invest in this platform every single day and I think that will help a lot.
     
  5. What I Do That Defines Me

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    Well said.
     
  6. Jed23

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    Good luck woth your journey mate. We’re all here for the same reason and everyone wants each other to succeed. A lot of the time I’ll read a journal and I won’t always manage to reply but it has helped me hugely to read other stories, whether they’re successes or failures and be a part of the community here. I remember when I couldn’t even go a day without PMO, now I’m on day 4 and I’m feeling very positive. Looking forward to reading your journal as well and see how you’re getting on. You can do it!
     
  7. The Dustbin

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    Amen to that.

    I started off realy invested in the community about six months ago but I kind of fell off the train. Then of course I also fell off the avoiding PMO train as well.

    I need to make sure i am logging in every day.
     
  8. The Dustbin

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    Okay.... i have been away for far to long.

    My girlfriend and i broke up, and i feel into massive depression. PMO became a near daily thing and I felt horrible for a few weeks...

    But i am back. And today is day 1. I’m setting a goal for myself for 90 days, and I am ready to take on this challenge!!!

    No.

    More.

    Porn.
     
  9. The Dustbin

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    This attempt didn’t go so well. Things I’ve learned ...

    I can control my actions up until the first search... because after that there’s no going back.

    Next time i have to stop myself before that.


    Day zero here we go.
     

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