Help!!! I feel depressed, hopeless and suicidal

I wish I could give you some advice mate. Im going through the same thing. Awhile ago I had the most stunning girl in my bed and I just couldn't get erect. This happened a few times its like I really wanted to but it just wasn't there. She cut me off completely and ive never heard from her again. This was before I found out about PIED so im on day 6 now and I really hope it solves my problem because ive never felt so shit about myself considering it could of turned out to be a nice relationship. Any advice for me aswell would be great!

 

"The term erototoxin has been introduced by Judith Reisman, PhD, in order to operationalize how the human brain processes erotically stimulating intimate scenes that appear outside, in the public media, a documentably unnatural, dangerous environment for such scenes. The resulting harms to the observer may present as physical impotence and/or as emotional, in the inability to bond. Such psychopharmacological dysfunctions will afflict many or all repeated pornography users. While the visual stimulus' entry into the limbic system is virtually automatic and autonomic, it still allows for some levels of frontal cortical discernment commonly undeveloped in the adolescent brain. Although the tragedy of pornography use is thoroughly documented anecdotally, science is just beginning to confirm the involuntary anti cognitive nature of media eros."

 

If it makes you feel better, that girl wasnt gf material. If the only thing she appreciate about you is cock you have no chance to keep her with ED(and you shouldn't) because there are loads of guys eager to provide that in a hearthbeat. It happened to me also, and i felt ashamed at the time. But fuck, if my relationship with a girl is so bad that she isnt invested enough to look past her butthurt about her not causing enough erections as she would like then i dont want to be in such a relationship. I dint have the chance to try but i always thought relationship can at least be held afloat with oral and intimate massages. Do you guys think that would help?