Hello!

Hello everyone, I'm J. Currently, I'm in college, and I have always tried to fight my porn and masturbation addiction by myself; as you can tell though, I've just become another statistic. My addiction started off at an early age, and I always thought that one day it was just going to shake it off. There was a time though, when I first headed into college, that I truly fought back against my addiction. And I put up a hell of a fight too. I survived the first semester of college; yes, I did watch porn here and there, but it was not that bad where I could not focus on my priorities. I always kept a journal to keep track of my progress and other such things. However, in the middle of my second semester of college, I fell; I fell and relapsed harder than I ever had before. I could not love myself anymore. Whenever my girlfriend wanted to call, I ignored her to watch porn. It hurts me to see myself ruin my own relationship. I have always wanted out of my addiction. So, here I am. I know I can't win this battle alone anymore. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.