Hello fellas , I´m a newcomer

I watched dozens of videos of the topic NoFap , and in many ways I got really interested to the aspects that I will gain some "superpower" or that my life will completely change. So I tried my best not to fap ... the longest time period that I could get were first 4 days and after that maximum 2 days. Today , I decided to register on this website and be around with people that know how hard it is to resist and accomplished to stop it.

I must admit that porn is actually my life . The first time that I got attached to this topic was as I were 6 years old , no joke. I watched a lot TV and found many of these Strip pogramms or sex hotlines and I didnt even know why they were naked or what was going on . However , I found it really interesting and started to watch them cause I got a desire somehow to watch it (when my parents werent around of course) . I didnt knew that even fap existed with this age , I just watched it. Then , with 14 I started to fap till now...
I want to change that , because it slowly gets on my nerves to be addicted to something like that. Its just unbearable for me atm. I wasted so many year of my life for this shit...

I´hope this site can help me to end this...

 

P:s I´m also looking for some people to talk or maybe to play video games. I think to be around with people which share the same problem , give me a better chance to leave this vicious circle