Hello again from an old newbie

Hi guys,

I just wanted to say hello again to all. As the title above states I am not actually a newbie, I originally joined in June 2015. I have tried in vain to overcome my porn addiction for the past 3 years, my longest streak was 13 days or so on my first go.

A quick backstory. I am a 39 year old of south Asian descent, living in London. I first discovered hardcore pornography when I was 13 or so, back in the good old days of VHS, and have been a regular user ever since. My usage has increased substantially over the last decade or so. A lot of this is due to being alone, a number of my close friends have moved away for jobs or settled with their partners and I see less and less of them. I myself was in a long term relationship and then ended and I have not been able to connect with anyone else since.

Right now I am in a very fragile state of mind, currently unemployed, and completely broke. I was not like this before and I know I have mountains of issues I need to resolve and what's getting in the way of me resolving them is PORN.

Hope the post was not too long. Wish me luck guys, really want to kick this poison to the curb. Day 1 here goes.

 

Thank you guys