So it's been 27 days off PMO and I have this friend with benefits who was really hungover and we layed down to watch a movie (BTW it was Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter and again Sprimg by Kim Ki-duk) and all of the sudden we start to make out, this and that... So I Od three times in total today I mean, it was not so disgusting as when I did PMO - there was no loneliness afterwards. But still, we are not engaged, nor we are willing to, and I see it as a not honourable thing to do. Just two days ago I told her that I'm on NoFAP™, and clearly stated that I would rather not have sex with her. Yesterday I've talked with my brother and mother about this and I made a point that I'm strong enough to refuse such an offer but apparently I am not. The very feeling when "the fire started" was somewhat devilish. It was not pure and heavenly. It was horniness and lust. It was bodily experience not emotional. She said that it is alright to have sex from time to time, and it is healthy but my conscience is telling me to not to do it again. 27 days ago I started no PMO,but now I sorta relapsed on O but still am on no PM. What do I do with NoFAP Counter™ and how should I interact with her in your opinion?