HAVE I TURNED GAY

Not at all. This is really common, it is called porn escalation. You slowly start to develop tastes that you normally wouldn't in the real world. It happened to me aswell, straight porn has slowly started not to arouse me anymore and I turned to watch ts porn more and more, to a point where I started even seeing ts escorts. Try abstaining from it, I've reached 60 days and started noticing I became aroused to women again more usually, but then I relapsed (to ts escorts) and I'm starting all over again.

Good luck!

 

Dude, don't go that way. Stay away from it. It is even harder to abstain from escorts. Try abstaining from all that is sex related so that you can rewire your brain back to default mode.

 

Dude...I feel into the same boat as you. I've even written about it here not long ago. I was hooked on transsexual porn for more than 10 years. I knew all the best and hottest transwomen, and i got so excited by it that I visited at least 20 different transsexuals. Many of them multiple times. Always the best looking and classiest ones. But your not gay man. Its what porn has done to you. I stopped watching porn and i never think about them anymore. Send me a private conversation if you need someone to talk too.

 

transgendered person porn is the end-game of porn addiction, unless, of course, you really go off the deep end and get heavy into gay porn.

 

No, you have not turned gay. It is just visual imagery since it is considered porn addiction and you are being turned by it. I am trying to help someone else overcome this addiction by writing down my feelings in my journal on my main page step by step formula that I did a lot of research on it on the world wide web. I think I am in my withdrawal symptoms until they are gone completely.

 

Really, that's the deep end? How so? I would think rape, pedophilia, bestiality, a whole lot of worse things would be "really off the deep end"

 

Well, whatever you’re into, we will try to help you.

 

I myself to escalated in to ts porn, not very proud of it, but it happened wife found out my stash...try and explain that one, I didn't ever get ed or pied, I love the women body, , im currently on day 39 of no pm, and have not looked at porn for about 7-8 months, thoughts still do enter my mind about it but I also think I can't believe it got that far, the urges go away for the most part, I don't really brave porn at all now, it's more of a battle trying not to masturbate, but your have not turned gay, alot of us have been there, you get over it,

keep fighting brother

 

In Thailand I went to a lady boy bar/club trust me the porn fantasy is far different to the reality. They smell funny talk with a deep voice and have huge hands and feet.
No matter how long they grow their hair or how many hormones they take They are still a man with fake boobs and a ton of make up. I talked to a couple of ex-pats who admitted to having bonked a lady boy while drunk and they both said there were no words to describe the regret and disgust they felt afterwards. Ca ces't la vie

 

Do NoFap for a while and see if you are still into it

 

Dude this happens to ALL porn addicts. I've been through the same. Getting away from porn will get your brain back to natural/healthy attraction..

 

Dont worry unfortunately we all have chaned our por preperences over the years. In my case I didnt get to gay p or Ts it still digust me. But after year watching straight BJ porn I felt curiosity about being on the other side gving it not recieving it.My PIED and isolation had a lot to do with me trying it in real life.It been very damagin mentally,cause ive never liked men as a whole and I still dont,I also have the stress of someone findin out I perform BJs in the downlow.As a result my porn scalated to femdom tellin me Im gay as I find excitement int he embarrasment or taboo.And I think thts all about it guyswe dont genuinely like ts or men is just the same and taboo that gives us that doopamine rush. I know I was adicted to oral with men cause 1 I dont enjoy much doing it 2 I need to do it every few months it feels like a phisical need,3 once I satisfy that need I can go without it for so long. I was adicted to the nervous feeling before meeting them,and the feeling of shame afterwards. I remember when I started watching porn I only liked grown up women porn but lately I also watch young women simulating be teen age,legal of course.Incest simulated situations that before and still considered not moral. I know thats not healthy and not what you expect from a decent person but the devil is there tempting.
No after 2 weeks on NOFAP I start to feel like my oldself.I dont even consider havig any kind of sexual contact with a man. I begin to wonder if it wasnt only the porn visuals that led me to tolerate and later like male genitalia. I wonder if PMO made my testosterone so low that I enjoyed being submisive to a man...Im not looking for excuses,I just know for sure it disgustes me so much for more than 20 years nd ended up doing it. And I think thats the explanation. I believe the lack of morals on porn and everybody consumin it is what leads to al the crazy things we see on TV.Im not excusing those criminals but many of them surely started with a straight porn adult movie.
oh n dlets not start to talk about the shame I feel for looking at young beautiful girls in real life. Specially these days where they are wearing close to nothing leaving their legs and everything out with small jeans.I feel guilty for looking a lot of times but thank God I only like the ones who are very developed.I was never the kind of guy who sees a girl in the street and fantasise about sex,so Im glad it doesnt happen either with the teens.I would feel so dirty if that was the case.
Anyways since I nofap I also look at teens in a more healthy way,so Im definately back to my oldself step by step.Ive been aproached by men in the chat room,my regular answer before nofap would have been..is it big?..now I just delete the conversation cauuse im not interested at all.
Peoplescalate to all kind of things like finding someone to do their wife,become a human toilet,things so disgusting you would not believe it.So Im so glad I have stopped at this point where I didnt get to enjoy gay porn or ts an ive only done oral with man.I can process that as a curiosity experience and leave it behind.Im so glad Im into nofap feeling myself again and not scalating to gay sex not even in p or real life.Its clear it was the next step cause I started to be bored with the femdom vids and the downlow BJs.
You have the right to judge me if you want and think that Im a catholic raised sissy in denial. I remember when all this reboot thing started think the same about the guys reporting fetish nand gay porn consumption and the urges to act upon them.I thought..thats not gonna happen to me Ive been PMO for so long and still like tits. but then time went by and I found myself giving a BJ with lights off thinking WTF Im doing? this is not me.. So guys we are not gay. Im not sayin being gay is bad,everybody is free to have an opinion about it.I was a bit homofobic before all this I must admit so that has made the embarrassment and stress even bigger.my family is as well. But I still think Im not gay. All this led me to think if people are really gay or its been a lifestyle choice or sexual experiences that led them to it.I guess each case is difference. I also have developed another psycologicl problemI dont remember the name now but many porn addicts and guys that ocasionally meet with men have it. Asking yourself all dya if you are gay,and think that you act or look gay and that people will find out...
So guys please it better if you start NOFAp asap.it nearly ruined my life and selfsteem but Im here to turn it all around.My porn addiction and my BJ addiction

 

Yeah, interest in TS is totally not the same thing as gay. There was a scientific study I read about in a book called "A Billion Wicked Thoughts," which is all about the science of human sexual desire. Seeing a penis on a woman triggers something in the brains of straight men. It's weird and makes no sense in terms of evolution (and even less sense in terms of Creationism), but that's what the data says.
Personally, I've gradually developed an interest in penises. Not into men at all - tried it in college: total system failure, apparently it's really not a choice. But I can look at penises all day. Pretty sure that's because of all the porn I've seen, since that's the only place I see penises.

 

yes no other generation in history has been exposed to penises s much as ours. men before us would only see a family member penis very briefly,never erected or the ocasional look in the shower in the locker room..again not erected.
I really think its a miracle there still 100% straight men in the world with ll this penis exposure. At first it disgust you,later you tolarate it and you end up liking it. Thats what happened to me. The generations born since 2000 will have it difficult to be straight. bisexuality seems to be the trend in the future.
All porn does is worship big penis,its synonimous of power and the most beautiful women fall of it.you end up worshipin it too instead of the girls in the vid.
NOFaP is the only way to not end up being sexually fluid in my honest opinion. I was the most straight and homofobic guy you can think of but..
have you ever listened to a song on the radio and say..I dont like that f song and months later you are singing it and actually like it??
its the same process

 

Ever hear of the Kinsey Scale? It was first published by Alfred Kinsey in 1948, quite a few years before internet porn became a thing. According to Kinsey, almost no one is 100% straight or gay; instead there is a spectrum, and most people are somewhere in between. However, a lot of people have had homophobia drilled into them since childhood, so they actually have no idea what their true orientation is.

But I don't think that sexual orientation is quite the same thing as this effect that porn has. I have yet to hear about a guy who is genuinely heterosexual, then starts looking at porn and ends up married to a man. He may realize that he isn't as straight as he thought he was, but sexual orientation is something you are born with. Otherwise, all those stupid "gay conversion" programs that make gay men look at straight porn to try to "fix" them would be a lot more successful.

 

Exactly!