Hey everyone! I really need your help/advice regarding a recent incident that happened in my life. So a while back I made this post: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/almost-had-sex-but.228945/ What i was asking in that post is relationship advice regarding a religious girl that i met. So long story short, I got really close to one of my housemates, she kissed me and right before we had sex she told me she didnt want to have sex because it would make her bad in the eyes of god. I accepted that but then she became really awkward and wouldn't speak to me. I then got frustrated ad relapsed, breaking a long streak. Everyone in the comments told me to forget and move on, as hard as it is being her housemate for another 3 months. I took the advice and everything was a bit better for a while untill this happened. So a couple of nights back, I could hear a guys voice from her room and I thought "Wait what? Must be a phone call or a family friend" Next morning, I hear the same voice and I think" Hold on, her room is tiny, theres absolutely NO space for a second bed so they MUST have slept on the same bed" My suspicions got confirmed today when I saw them kiss. Something snapped inside me that moment, Its like my blood started boiling inside my veins. I held back so i wouldnt give her the satisfaction of showing her that it annoyed me but goddammit it DID. A few months back she was like " I dont wanna have sex with you because I'll be bad in the eyes of God" but what she meant was "I dont wanna have sex with you TOO, because that would make me a cheating whore in the eyes of god" but she was fine with leading a guy on for months and playing with his feelings. She saw me almost every day, knowing that she had no intentions of doing anything with me and still led me on just for attention and affection and then went to the other guy. I just feel so disgusted and full of rage. At least shes moving out of the house today so I never have to see her again but still. I just cant beleive the evil in this sociopath. To lie, manipulate and hurt people and then call herself a "devoted christian" and go to church with a clear conscience. This was also a week after being baptised mind you. I wouldnt be suprised if the water turned black when she got in. I'm an atheist and I'm STILL dumbfounded that she would use the name of her God to lie about cheating. Like, even I think its disrespectful and i dont even believe in the guy. I meant no disrespect to religious people, I support religion but her hypocrisy just stuns me. Guys I'm in a really tough spot and I need your advice, especially if you are religious and you can shed some light on her reasoning(if any).