Going through puberty again

I am on my 48th day of rebooting, and I'm acting like a teenager. I can't take anything serious. Laughing at everyhing. Very cocky, and arrogant. Scared of my shadow. I am still afraid to be around strangers though. I hope this gets better. I'd like to go to the bar I Iive above. Other than that everything else is still the same. Go to work, come home, sleep, repeat. Hopefully in time my mind changes.

 

I went out with a close friend and his sons mom Saturday. I know them both very well. I had a great time. Usualy when I go out i would get drunk and say and do stupid shit. This time I didn't. I truly enjoyed it. It was the first time in forever that I went out and had a good time. I think I'm up to 50 days PMO free. Also i am back home with my mother temporarily while she is recovering from double knee replament. I have been very busy and my stress level is at a all time high, but it's keeping me busy, and not thinking about PMO. It's challenging to say the least, but so far so good.