I have a typical story of PMO since 17 and now I'm almost 30. No current boyfriend. Im on day 5 of what is hopefully going to be the longest streak I've ever had. I have been through a few 90 day reboots but I always end up relapsing because singlesness is difficult. But I like myself better while obstaining. I'm more open to the world and other people; I'm happier and I get way more done. I want to post honestly about this journey. The first few times were easy but every time I quit cold turkey now, the urges are much more intense. My aim is to change the age-old paths in my brain and find healthier ways to rest and deal with stress. I'm finding that distracting myself with hard work outside or a workout sometimes works; posting here also helps. Here goes nothing.