gay thoughts and arousal while rebooting . NEED SOME ADVICE PLEASE !

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by 19m, Apr 22, 2019.

  1. 19m

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    hey guys i’m on day 16 and i’m a straight male but have a poem induced fetish of crossdressers and transgender and it’s getting worse . Like what i’m trying to say is even when i think about it i somewhat get aroused and that had never happened before. Is that really me ? or do i need to keep going ?
     
  2. GaryMayor

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    As you said it is most likely porn-induced. Just stop watching porn and wait for a full recovery.
     
  3. 19m

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    i haven’t for 16 days but i get aroused somewhat when thinking about it
     
  4. GaryMayor

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    It is normal. Try not to focus on that thought and just live your life on the reboot. Avoid arousal, but after it came and you win the fight you do not need to think about it anymore.
     
  5. 19m

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    true i’m just super nervous i might be bi . i really hope i’m not . now there’s nothing wrong with being bi . but i know i’m not not do i want to be
     
  6. topilabv

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    well I feel you man I was trapped into the shemale porn for many years. I always indentified myself as straight, however my porn usage escalated to shemales and I found them attractive. I even had encounters with shemale escorts. However I'm already one year off porn and what I can say that the shemale attraction definitely fades away and you get really more more focused on the females. However, when sometimes I still imagine a hot shemale i would feel sth down there. I think it needs lots of time in order for this thing to totally fade away, you just need to stop feeding it. So stopping any form of porn or masturbation would be a good start.
     
  7. 19m

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    thanks ! i was just watching tv earlier and some people were on screen and like my penis somewhat grew very small
     
  8. Theamos

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    Porn can create or awaken fantasy you never knew you had
    You can delete images from the computer but only time will erase images from your mind
     
  9. 19m

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    well i just have in and feel bad :( it was getting worse then bam i did it :(
     
  10. Jungster

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    I wrote this in another thread, but I feel it should be repeated:

     
  11. Freedom_from_PMO

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    No this is not you, this is just fetish. I was fucked up by sissy porn and I crave for penis and gay sex now, so I feel similar. But this is conditioning or hypnosis. You would now much earlier if you are gay, such experience can't change orientation.
     
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